Story By MsBelleSugar

It's been a long while since I've updated a new post on my blog. Kinda miss writing.  7 months ago, I was living a care-free, stress-free live until someone came and knock on my door, which is my heart. His name is , let's put it as Anonymous. I thought I would never believed in love again but God always have different ways to show his miracle and that HE is watching over you.  He came, showed me love, including the tender, loving, care. I slowly began to believed in love again. I have never imagined that, those wishes that I used to wished for, a *cheesy* kind of relationship , which includes flowers and numerous dates, he never seems to disappoint me. It was such a beautiful and stress-free days. I was happy, from within, after a very long time.  Till one day .... He began to changed, never the same man I used to know. I felt like he hadn't been completely honest with me. I have always been to one to open up, be it, whether it is work related or perso...

I pick up the phone to call ,  I dial 323 ;  And quick hang up and stare at the wall.  Would he even talk to me ? I write down what I wanna say,  But then I throw the page away.  Part of me is saying he's not even worth the pain Part of me keeps wishing he were in my arms again.  There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight  Back and forth, keeping score  Should I love him or leave him ? I can't decide  Tell me which is wrong and which is right   Was it perfect? Is it fading ? Is it worth it? Is it breaking? How much longer can I wonder if he's the one? Or if this is done I can't stop the pendulum No, I can't stop this pendulum  It's so hard to picture him Holding someone else  But then a voice is whispering  I'm  better off by myself  My friends are taking me out tonight But could I get him off my mind  Part of me knows why we drifted we were both ...